Friday, November 5, 2010

交响情人

他们是不同于普通爱情故事,即没有轰轰烈列,也没有很笨到你会觉得"这也太无理头了吧"的情节。感觉很舒服;并没有想要狂追的欲望,但是还是期待下一个情节的发生。

在故事中的女主角就如同是那种没有什么音乐影响的家庭下成长,优美的琴声是靠自己异于常人的天资和努力取得的成果。而故事里的男主角就是所谓的典型音乐家庭,父母都是赫赫有名的演奏家,更幸慰的是他并没有像典型联续剧那样因为自己的生世而感到自豪或骄傲自满。虽然已精同钢琴和小提琴,但是最大的梦想却是当一指挥家。

就如音乐的爱情故事是永远没有结果的,看完整个联续剧和电影后,笔者感受到的是一种惋惜。我们都想与故事中的人物一同成长,但是音乐是一种很微妙的东西;它就如同是一个永无尺尽的道路,它并没有结果,它的结束也不是真正的结束。

笔者也对剧组人原的努力感到感动,从剧中可以看出演员努力地练习所取得的成果,能做到这一些是个很不简单的任务,值得敬佩。而导演也平衡了各种拍摄方式,让人不会过于质疑是否是有别人并非是本人来弹的钢琴。

情节也许真的很简单,但是在音乐的陪衬下,故事都变的生动起来。大家都想知道更多更多.....虽然这就是结束,但是笔者还期待跟多有关音乐的故事。大家继续加油哦!

若你喜欢这部连续剧,那么你非看这些不可:

Beethoven Virus
La Corda
不能说的秘密

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Senses overload

Written last week.
My senses are like on hyper alert today. Especially during frisbee time. When all the discs are flying dangerously over my head and hitting many parts of my body, my senses seems on high alert. Its as though i feel eyes on me. I managed to luckily duck away from some discs because of that but it makes me feel too alert for comfort. I am distracted by all the screamings and playings in the hall, which i don't usually do. Sathya kindly reminded me that its not the exams anymore and i don't have to be additionally alert. Maybe it just that my senses happens to be build up during the exams and now i need to release them. I

Friday, October 8, 2010

周末的来临似乎意味着我的心中的湖水无法得到平静...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Exam fever.

okay, i am spending my last few minutes to type out this message so that i can leave my memories behind. Been flipping through all those old stuff lately, especially previous posts about wishes for this year and i think i did accomplish those on my list. Except for passing bio with flying colours.. exams has been quite okay, not much of a challenge, but that could mean that i don,t know anything and yeah, anyhow do something..

Leanne

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Everything seems so frustrating nowadays. Its getting more and more difficult to make decisions, let alone do them. I really mean it when i need a die hard hoilday- because i am worn out and i am now very desperate not to get my feelings too down, just in case my feelings just lead me astray. It affects my work progress. Feeling happy makes my life easier because it makes me have a positive outlook. I mean, right now i don't really know what can i do. Decisions, decisions. They are now right frustrating and to some extent useless, but no matter what i still have to make them. Just feeling off color.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Happy birthday MOM!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

teacher’s day

okay, it was teacher’s day yesterday and we had the teacher’s day celebration on tuesday. AND IT WAS GREAT! i mean the concert in sch was like okay okay, then i went back to evergreen to catch up. Saw Boon Hian and he started talking and i was like, okay, okay and more okay.

it turned out that we went to KTV together! With rachel , tiffany and wee seng (hope his name is not wrongly spelled).

SO it was like partY!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

最近迷上了看爱情为主题的连续剧,发现我不知不觉地有如掉进了很深的洞,无法自拔。整个人仿佛就是故事里的人物,一起忧伤,一起快乐。很久没有这样的感觉了,也许我早已失去自我,必须要接由别人的故事,来控制我的感觉...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

The result of not being bored.

balloons_in_the_sky_by_sweet_reality_xo

okay,i know NDP is like way over already, but i still want to note it down before memory starts to fail me and things start to get too late for comfort. NDP was great, despite the weather forecast of thunder with slight rain, my beret did not get wet :) Which is a good things because i don't really want to miss the last parade that i am ever going to be in, unless next year’s CCA open house miraculously added the segment called “Uniform Group Parade”. However, actually, it seems like a good idea that i want to start but still must see the circumstances. Well, this might actually allow other UGs like GG or St. John to shine more, provided that we don’t add the GOH part.

Back to NDP, it was totally great. I can spot some mistakes i make here and there, like bended knees in hormat and also maybe looking not smart enough? Possibly since i am such a perfectionist. I heard that the supp. contingent, leaded by Sean screwed up but for something that i did not see for myself, i will reserve my comments, if there is any(but their is nothing at all!), to myself for the time being. Rehearsals this year consist of only a hand-full number, something that i see potential error in. Without sufficient practise, even the best contingent will screw up. So that’s my opinion on the matter. On the other hand, i am also not satisfied with the quality of the trainings either. There was no torture part, which was to stand in the hot sun for half an hour, something that Ms Shamilah made us did when we were sec ones. It was disappointing, knowing that we might now have enough time now, for the sec 2s to gain sufficient perseverance that they might need for any upcoming events. So, i conclude that this year’s NDP was a piece of cake :) Except maybe for the KeKiri Pusing and Kekanan Pusing during marching. I practised, but i still think i did something wrong, fortunately no cameras took the moment down.But i will still continue to practise it before it gets any more worse

SEE YAH :)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

:)

有时候快乐的心情
在意想不到的时候出现
那种心情
就像小时候玩乐
很随意 不需理由


很多时光过去了
我也许不再快乐
我也许不再忧伤

但是只想告诉自己
我曾经快乐 过

:) 过活

Monday, August 16, 2010

This is probably the first time i feel hope this year. Maybe because of the holidays that i feel assured that i am in the best position to do the best. I have been clouded these few months, and these factors have already affected my judgement unknowingly. everything just falls into place. Maybe this is the right time after all....

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Life's unfair. ppl see one-side of the truth. When the loud-spoken appears to be heard, the soft-spoken is always the culprit. What if the soft-spoken is the one truely hurt?

Saturday, July 24, 2010

回看过去

发现去年的日子大部份都活在一个忧伤的世界中。今年保持着笑容,想要通过困难重重的学期,发现自尊心强了,人也变了,变的更有耐心,更坚强,但是同样的问题还是出现,只是不同人在考验我的心情,拜托老天爷,难关不是我惹的,为什么却是由我承担?

Friday, July 16, 2010

Why is life so complicated?

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Lessons to learn

I think i am learning to control my anger. I am not saying that i am not controlling my anger now, but i supressed my anger gradually before. I did not explode in a year, some improvements over the year. I am just letting it off because of the ncos issue. Then i discovered i couldn't control it! Yeah, not i am very frustrated. I need to control and learn to let it off the right time...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

如果

如果我是蓝天,那我会不会是晴天?
如果我是鸟儿,那我会不会自由豪翔?
如过我是花朵,我是否会天天胜开?
这些假如的问题,我都没有答案。
城市小民族都有一个特别之处,就是很喜欢把自己关闭在梦想中的国度。

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

SCHOOL!

okay screaming with both joy and {haizs}. I am officially DE-burden with all the holiday homework, thank god for that. And then Mother Tongue O’level Oral is coming, giving me the creeps, though i totally look forward to any movie treats after that..And then i am totally sleep-deprived. The issue is not that i don’t have time to sleep, it is that i CAN’t sleep… It is starting to get on my nerves, especially when i start to lose concentration in between lessons…. Monday’s rest time was spent on NP meeting which i believed could have been shorten, and then tuesday EFL everything just delay…and tmr dry shoot.even worse. I WILL NEVER GET SLEEP! Saturday is due for EXPLORALLY, which i very nearly signed up to be a facilitor for.I GIVE UP…

Monday, June 14, 2010

HOLIDAYS!

okay, its the holidays. 2 more weeks left now and i have done NOTHING! i am starting to panic, quite a bit. Though i have a lot of excuse to use, considering that i have LOTS of Camps and Courses this holidays, it is quite excusable. STC is, to my horror, surprisely fun and then yeah, missing the high ropes because of lightning alert, CAT 1. Then went for jetty jump which is okay, except the part that i was wet. HAHA. Basically all the discipline stuff is there all the time during the Camp, which is totally expected because it is a NPCC one! That’s what i really think. Congrats to Hector from Xinmin for winning the best male camper award for the STC lot, and also Lim Xi for the ATC one ( knew he was up to it). Then i was somewhat Happy to find that my lucky number came up again and i won 5 packets of Compact rations because i choose 28. All the hunches and everything. the LMSC course on last Thursday-Fri was quite okay, considering what i would have expected. The lectures are still in my attention span, considering i have been to many of the similar (Blame all the enrichment courses that i stayed back for). The flag day was quite fun with Rachel around, i managed to get around not eating junk food for Lunch. Thks.

Before i end off, just want to  self-note that i am gradually falling into depression again. Considering the 1 yr anniversary of my (i wanna die) incident. Yeah.

Leanne

Saturday, May 22, 2010

POP part two and summary.

this post is suppose to be on by last night, or early this morning,but my dad sort of came home early and “snatch” the computer. By the way, i couldn’t do anything about it because he was he one the brought this computer…

well, this week has been pretty heretic, with the papers given out,horror and the excitement. And not to forgot today’s POP PART 2. I really glad in someway or another that this event will finally put pass us, for the dedication that Juliana, Jedi and I put in has finally paid off and we can heave a small sigh of relief before other matters come into our hands. I really want to say a BIG thank you to all the NCOs, for all their hard work that they have put in to ensure that NPCC remained as the most favoured and respected CCA ever. And i really hope that i would be able to do something in this very short year to improve it. Abdul had very kindly “stalked” Wei Keong and me so that he could give us some useful pointers. I guess i still have a lot to learn from Abdul too, his moral values and character is admiring, which even i could not really compare. It’s been a really short year, with the H1N1 that caused the “mini-NDP” parade last year, we sec 3s have to ensure that the sec 1s are up to supporting contingent’s level of skills and discipline that is still acceptable by the various UGs. Of course, this year we are still not very sure which CCA will be honoured to be the GOH, but i seriously hope that it would be us.

Results on the other hand, is not instantaneously gratifying.  i got all the weird scores, but i am still glad that i PASSED my biology!@!!!! i have no idea how my history and SS turn out together, because i did exceptionally well for the SS and  failed my HISTORY. I used to think that failing history is like no kidding impossible for me, but i still have no idea how i fail it. BY half a mark that is. On the other hand, i am immensely glad that i got an A1 for my mother tongue while my English maintained to be at the “ ANYWHERE BUT FAIL”. i got all the A2 for my geography, chemistry and E maths, and i got all the Bs for my other sub..which is not good.

Hope that i will do better next time ;)

Leanne

Thursday, May 13, 2010

okay, i can't believe i am doing this. I could have went to facebook, youtube and all the blah blah blah and now i am blogging. I do not understand. I can quite bored actually so after doing all the piles of survey that we have to finish within an hours, i decided to self-entertain myself..by writing this. This post will totally be crap so yeah.

exams are finally over,oh yeah, but i still can't believe that it is. All the things happened so fast lately and i don't have much time to react to all it. We are suppose to meet MR KOh this afternoon, with is about 56 minutes late so yeah..hope that i do get what i want, but i really don't know what i really want. I will spent time this weekend to regain back my mood and hopefully finish the time graph math worksheets that are suppose to be dued after the exams and do whatever i want.

This hoilday i plan to self-enrich myself by going to flag days, libaries and learning new things. I realised that i need to learn a much more boarder knowledge to be able to live my life as of now more up to the fullest.

SO yeah..
Leanne

Wednesday, May 5, 2010


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i guess i shouldn’t be doing this . i mean blogging when there is chemistry tomorrow and not to mention social studies but i really want to say that i am depressed. which is quite usual considering that i am not getting into the study mode. again. i have even forgot how to study i think. ever since the depression that i felt in the last semester that i still have not quite recover from that is. i really hope that this feeling can go away. life have been happy for quite a while if you really define happiness as amount of time being busy. NPAP has been the best decision of my life i think , it delays me from thinking to much about anything and finally feel accomplished for once. But i really feel disappointed that i couldn’t get out of it, base on my perfectionist character i would have probably studied biology by now but yeah i totally give it up when i failed it last term. so i am getting nowhere and still no direction unlike the previous times, i am changing i know it . i don’t know who and i don’t know why. i hope its for the better. Being relaxed also have a bad advantage though, overestimating and underestimating things that shouldn’t be.

 

so :

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

habits. Can't be changed

内心的世界
是否会得到平静?
发现习惯慢慢慢慢地在变化
我交错在两界之间
慢慢慢慢地在变
变呀变呀
我到底是在变好变坏?
不知道

也不想知道。
很想由内心来发觉身边的事物
但无能为力。

SA manic!

okay the mid years are just around the corner, so i am so going to be dead i think. English this week so no problem, i have studied my physics well enough not to fail it on Npcc day, i chemistry is neither here or there so yeah…

Leanne

Monday, April 19, 2010

NPAP OVER!

okay NPAP 2010 is finally over with the blessing of Praveen and the others. Really thanks guys, for giving me this valuable opportunity to showcase Anderson’s Drill talent. HAHa. but to really represent Anderson NPCC in this parade is immensely enjoyable and definitely unforgettable :) Finally i can do away with the knee pain issue and the toe which started hurting after the parade,  with enough rest of course. Some what glad that CCA stand down as of this week , so that i can finally study but with my body nearly pushed to the ultimate limit.

THANKS YOU>

leanne

Monday, April 12, 2010

POP 2010 plus NPAP

I am really glad that NPAP will be finally over in this week, which means there will be no more late nights, sleepy morning, overused muscles, exhaustion and doing homework in the bus! It will be over this week and i appreciate those people that are coming to watch us this weekend on Saturday. Though the weather forecast for Saturday still remains to be expected showers and thunder, but i am keeping my fingers cross. I don’t mind standing in the rain, but what would bother me is that there is no show. As in GOH got show, we no show… NPAP would remain to be my most memorable NPCC trainings ever. Well, imagine been tortured by the Sun and doing drills like there is no tomorrow… I totally encourage anyone to go, because the sense of satisfaction would be great. Not to mention that i would be one of the few getting 1st class drill badge…

POP that happened on Friday was a totally screw up i heard but still thanks for those who make this possible. I wasn’t there to see for my very eyes, but if i could control the weather everything wouldn’t have happened…Moving on, I was kind of hoping that my POP would stand up among the memories that i have of POP, after all for organising POP for at least 2 years, i do need to earn some credit. I MAKE IT HAPPEN! All the times that i spent, hopefully would be exchange for instant gratification and a life of unforgettable memories. You rock Man NCO 2009/2010!  Don’t be depressed people, its time to move on.

The trip that i made to KFC last Friday was really great, chilling out like this was really good for my nerves and everything. Spent some time talking to the NCOs, talking about themselves, what presents they would be getting Soon, hopefully. Sean was like leaking out that there is a treasure hunt, so there is no point in keeping that a secret already , many more secrets to leak out by the way people. Most reliable and accurate source would be me, because i planned all the presents and everything you know. HAHA, Willy and I talked for a while, asking quite a number of stuff that we are curious about. For one, we finally know that he is SECOND, not first in class and that he is not in maths Olympiad and to CHI JAO, hormat for flag is 8 seconds not 12, Thank you.  Oh yeah don’t sit next to the door for one when i go to 4/1 next year :) Arvin was talking about the sec ones, the undesirable sec one i would call it. One thing i was surprised that the sec ones was so horrible that even Arvin don’t want to take them. ARH! and i have to stick with them for the next …one year. UNdesirable.  He was also talking about going to be a CI but i said it time that i would  move on, which Willy also agreed. 

Jie kang was perhaps the most quiet one of all, and Kristine was teasing him about crying. I hope he will get over it though. I mean, i don’t what exactly went wrong, but from Chester, it seems to be about the Parade…..

nevertheless Jiayous.

Leanne

Monday, March 15, 2010

享受人生

很想知道,我因该以什么方式来享受人生,

很久没去旅游了,很想念那种无忧无虑的假期。

也许要等到很久以后吧,现在也许不是最佳时期。

Learning all over again.

Learning is the best of all wealth; it is easy to carry, thieves cannot steal it, the tyrants cannot seize it; neither water nor fire can destroy it; and far from decreasing, it increases by giving.
Naladiyar

Thursday, March 4, 2010

depressed.again.

i am really not surprised i am not depressed at this point of time. Really, who wouldn’t? my lowest mark i ever got in my life is now 47 and NOT 50. and its a science. even my maths fare better than that. feels so much worse when sathya cried during lesson today. He didn’t fail bio. I did.

i guess i need to get used to the idea that i am going to fail some time and another. It suppose to be normal but my character seems to not permit it. well, it all comes down to how i cope with everything i guess. my attitude wants and needs to change, though i realised that i am starting to take things quite lightly than before. a good progress, but not good enough to keep me from being depressed. i really hope that i could see the light some day, i really need to see on the bright side of things. These life stuff have to be changed gradually over time, and i am getting impatient.

getting depressed open myself to a lot of things. I now have to control my feelings through music, none of which i felt necessary till now.Calming my nerves and controlling my feelings through classical may be a great way, but it’s sort of deceiving to yourself too…. Part of me wants to feel great, while the other part still wants to be depressed enough to get inspiration of some sort.

I need to do something abt it.

Leanne

Thursday, February 18, 2010

未来

有时候会认为自己看得到未来,

因为我知道人性和人格。

所以连我自己的未来,

我也可能知道。

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

感觉自己生边得颜色都是蓝色的,

天是蓝色的,

海也是蓝色的,

就连自己喜欢的东西都似蓝色的。

校服,制服,都是蓝色的。

 

可我最喜欢的颜色却是紫色,

很喜欢浅而不去的紫色,

也很喜欢黑色,

因为是个很好看的颜色。

 

我是否,要在我的生命中注入新的颜色?

Monday, February 1, 2010

CAFFEINE-ISSUE

i am going down with a caffeine issue last week as the usual. The ice lemon tea, coke and stuff like that keeps me awake when i want to sleep. Glad that it went out of my system already. Because i am going crazy.

Leanne

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

POP countdown.

I was thinking today after Shawn told me that Arvin hinted to take charge of B.O.B which he puzzled over for some time and finally asked me about it.i told him that it was probably POP and he AH for a while. I briefly told me what i wanted to plan for POP and he sort of agree to it. I mean what can we seriously do during POP? the same old stuff. And i just realised today that my squad might get into a financial crisis. there are alot of NCOs and there is only 10 of us. POOr us and i have to work so hard to get cheap presents….

Leanne

Tuesday, January 19, 2010



我在遥远的明天是否会看到新的希望?

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Post-birthday and CCA open house thanks

I had a wonderful time in PDS today. At least i learnt a new drill which is Bersurai, and it is so cool doing it with the rifle!Although i only performed once, but i think i did very well which all the stuff that i am suppose to do… Speaking of pds now, i feel a sense of relieve because i don’t have to endure the bruises on my  right knee and shoulder anymore! After 2 years, i still feel that my uniform is VERY big, which will become smaller when i get new uniform this year yeah! this year instead of a police van we had a police car. Although that’s much smaller,but i didn’t know that being a criminal feels so good at the backseat. haha…but i don’t want to sit in the police car even again. because i don’t want to break the law.

thks to everyone that celebrated my birthday this year. though there is no presents, but i still feel good seeing so many people wishing me a happy birthday to me! yeah, so thks.

Leanne :)

Friday, January 8, 2010

FINALLY I FOUND IT!

after some soul searching, i finally found my pds song!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it’s 2010.

okay, finally it’s 2010. Let’s talk about what i am expecting in 2010.

 

the winter Olympics!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY it’s here! i cannot wait for the ice-skating section to blow up.i really wonder who would win.better let an Asian win.

My birthday is counting down for the final 8 days.

i really wonder how i would celebrate it this year. But i really wonder if anyone is giving me lots of presents. Have to hint very hard.

AHAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH..it’s NCO year.

Prabaa kindly reminded me that i am going to be an NCO this year. Feels. WRONG>

the youth Olympics, SINGAPORE!

we were talking about this since last year and yeah, hope singapore gets lots of gold. BEAT CHINA!

Chinese new year. {HA>>>>>}

finally i get to show off my new boots and clothes. Hope that enough to wow the crowd.

LOTS> OF > HOMEWORK>>

this one don’t have to explain.

MOVIE_MANIA!
plan to watch lots of movie and dramas this year, and buy them too if i have the $$$$>>>>

 

LEAnne