最近迷上了看爱情为主题的连续剧，发现我不知不觉地有如掉进了很深的洞，无法自拔。整个人仿佛就是故事里的人物，一起忧伤，一起快乐。很久没有这样的感觉了，也许我早已失去自我，必须要接由别人的故事，来控制我的感觉...

The result of not being bored.

okay,i know NDP is like way over already, but i still want to note it down before memory starts to fail me and things start to get too late for comfort. NDP was great, despite the weather forecast of thunder with slight rain, my beret did not get wet :) Which is a good things because i don't really want to miss the last parade that i am ever going to be in, unless next year’s CCA open house miraculously added the segment called “Uniform Group Parade”. However, actually, it seems like a good idea that i want to start but still must see the circumstances. Well, this might actually allow other UGs like GG or St. John to shine more, provided that we don’t add the GOH part.

Back to NDP, it was totally great. I can spot some mistakes i make here and there, like bended knees in hormat and also maybe looking not smart enough? Possibly since i am such a perfectionist. I heard that the supp. contingent, leaded by Sean screwed up but for something that i did not see for myself, i will reserve my comments, if there is any(but their is nothing at all!), to myself for the time being. Rehearsals this year consist of only a hand-full number, something that i see potential error in. Without sufficient practise, even the best contingent will screw up. So that’s my opinion on the matter. On the other hand, i am also not satisfied with the quality of the trainings either. There was no torture part, which was to stand in the hot sun for half an hour, something that Ms Shamilah made us did when we were sec ones. It was disappointing, knowing that we might now have enough time now, for the sec 2s to gain sufficient perseverance that they might need for any upcoming events. So, i conclude that this year’s NDP was a piece of cake :) Except maybe for the KeKiri Pusing and Kekanan Pusing during marching. I practised, but i still think i did something wrong, fortunately no cameras took the moment down.But i will still continue to practise it before it gets any more worse

SEE YAH :)

:)

有时候快乐的心情
在意想不到的时候出现
那种心情
就像小时候玩乐
很随意 不需理由

当
很多时光过去了
我也许不再快乐
我也许不再忧伤

但是只想告诉自己
我曾经快乐 过

:) 过活

This is probably the first time i feel hope this year. Maybe because of the holidays that i feel assured that i am in the best position to do the best. I have been clouded these few months, and these factors have already affected my judgement unknowingly. everything just falls into place. Maybe this is the right time after all....

Life's unfair. ppl see one-side of the truth. When the loud-spoken appears to be heard, the soft-spoken is always the culprit. What if the soft-spoken is the one truely hurt?