Everything seems so frustrating nowadays. Its getting more and more difficult to make decisions, let alone do them. I really mean it when i need a die hard hoilday- because i am worn out and i am now very desperate not to get my feelings too down, just in case my feelings just lead me astray. It affects my work progress. Feeling happy makes my life easier because it makes me have a positive outlook. I mean, right now i don't really know what can i do. Decisions, decisions. They are now right frustrating and to some extent useless, but no matter what i still have to make them. Just feeling off color.