Closing to one month before Year 2 starts. These two months have passed by in a blur, waking up for work every weekday, sleeping and struggling with sleep almost every other week, going out to meet people but never gotten around to clearing things at home, letting my mailbox pile up time and time again. Am I alive? I don't know. But if if I let time slow my mental torture will be 100 times worse, and my body will never be tired enough to slow my mind. So that's how I will remain coping with the rest of this summer.