i guess i shouldn’t be doing this . i mean blogging when there is chemistry tomorrow and not to mention social studies but i really want to say that i am depressed. which is quite usual considering that i am not getting into the study mode. again. i have even forgot how to study i think. ever since the depression that i felt in the last semester that i still have not quite recover from that is. i really hope that this feeling can go away. life have been happy for quite a while if you really define happiness as amount of time being busy. NPAP has been the best decision of my life i think , it delays me from thinking to much about anything and finally feel accomplished for once. But i really feel disappointed that i couldn’t get out of it, base on my perfectionist character i would have probably studied biology by now but yeah i totally give it up when i failed it last term. so i am getting nowhere and still no direction unlike the previous times, i am changing i know it . i don’t know who and i don’t know why. i hope its for the better. Being relaxed also have a bad advantage though, overestimating and underestimating things that shouldn’t be.
so :
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