again ....examssssss

 

 

ahhhhhhhhhhhh//////////////////@@@@@@@@@@@#############

 

exams.

 

okay that's not so bad , the worry for my mp3 is that it is not working, it keepss hanging the moment i try to delete something from it,

which means i ned to format something, oh man,

probably worsen the condition when wei xiang refuses to pull it out with a safety removeable and i just like that , take out

to make the matters worse, i think i sort of make it even worse with the pluging in during art class,

and now i can do anything to it...AHHHHHH...

and it is like all my songs are delete during CE to accomodate most of the vidoes ahemmm...

 

make me even guilty.

 

leanne

pathetic

i felt me myself as a pathetic person todae.

 

simpy becuase that i felt nothing NOTHING , algainst the words that she said.

 

perhaps i felt that that isn't for me..but a afterthought when i told it to my sister.

 

 

still nothing like my heart have plungled in to numbness.

 

i bet painkilers do have side-effects too..

i am worried that i will downgrade into someone scary.

 

which i eventually will because , i don't eat the pills myself.someone forced it down my throat.

 

leanne

第三次了

第三次了，

 

我再次感受到文字的杀伤力。

复原的时间越来越长。

她打开了我的旧伤。

再次地感受到，

我难以忘怀的感觉。

 

我似乎心到了终点

但人还没。

有一天

我会疯掉的。

有一天我会。

 

但愿如此。

 

＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿

一个人的折磨

 

有人说过，

世上最寂寞的人，

是即使自己身在人群中，

也感受到最深沉的寂寞。

 

但我觉得，

最寂寞的人，

是哪些尝试让自己不寂寞的人，

尝试融入，

尝试分享，

尝试拥有有情的时候。

 

有时，

又会发现，

你没有什么。

 

但发生这种事，

似乎不是我的错。

 

人为的自私，

让人更痛苦。

 

只能对大家说一声：

我没做错，我也没做对。我一直都站在那条线。

我在天国守候你

感人至深的凄婉爱情故事：

我在天国守候你

人的一生一世，也不过数十年。即便是最痴情的男人，爱一个女人也不过经年。因此，男人与女人之间，是世上最复杂诡异的一种关系，既销魂蚀骨，又不可理喻。然而，世间的确有不图名利，水晶般至纯至真的爱情。毅基斯——就像天神宙斯的盾牌一样，是永远守候我们一生的爱，每当看到人们在恋人面前发誓，说“我将一生爱你”的时候，或许可以称作是毅基斯之爱吧。
　　本书中大学生丝雨与富家子弟江彬之间，演绎了一段璀璨艳艳的凄婉爱情故事。本书被韩国读者誉为继《蓝色生死恋》《冬季恋歌》之后又一部感人至深的纯美小说。


很少在这里介绍我觉得好看，好读的书。

它，

让我 对你 说 这本书好动人。

虽然 结尾 是让人心痛的。

但 却 深深 的 牵动 我的心

爱， 能让 人 做出 意想不到的事

http://book.sina.com.cn/nzt/lit/wozaitianguo/index.shtml

CME and IPW.

reminder to all and myself,

monday must hand in CME proposal and

the following wednesday THE IPW GRP file.

ipw , my grp pls remember to hand in the reflections to me ASAP.

 

 

leanne

school....not a gd start

 

first day of term 4 :

forgot to bring tie.

then get punished by wearing the tie for the entire tue to fri  by sch for forgotting to wear tie

and it is the first time they punish ppl for forgotting to bring their ties.

and i got it.

 

die die die die and 2 more wks to exams..

die die die die

change is unpredictable by anyone other than u.

hiya,

 

hoildays are here and i am sleeping like a pig..zzzzz....

not really exactly BECAUSE I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!

got that old problem again so i have been doing a lot of hwk or else...

i have been feeling i have changed a lot really,..

physcially or emotionally,

i still can;t believe that i lost my temper a lot this time,

i felt that i haev lost my mind..

i was shaking uncontrollably all the time...i felt different, maybe i am different.

i nvr thought that i would actually lost my mind over that sort of thing that i have been through.

again.

prehaps i can;t be hurt the second time , perhaps i am telling myself something that i wouldn;t even know,

it it happens long time ago, i would have hurl out the few words

you want a pierce of me, come and get it.

but today;s context, i actually screamed@#+!

i felt sorry for myself,

i still don;t really have a lot of true friends,

in my sleepless nights i have been thinking,

if i write that i am going to jump off the building tomrr, who would really tell my straight away that it is not worth it?

even if it;s over for days already, who would really call u and tell you NVER EVER habour the thoughts again?

firends are easily to find, true friends take more than firends but time ,

 

leanne

that's one more drama

below is the next i like drama , stairways to heaven.....

 

Song-ju is the only son of a wealthy family. Jung-suh is Song-ju’s childhood friend, and they were there for each other when one of their respective parents passed away. They spent a lot time together, playing, and sharing their inner most thoughts. When Jung-suh’s father re-married Tae Mira, Mira brought her children Tae-haw and Yuri from her previous marriage. That marked the end of Jung-suh’s happy days. Yuri was jealous of the privileged life that Jung-suh led, and vowed to take everything away from Jung-suh, including Song-ju. When Song-ju left for his studies in the U.S., he gave Jung-suh a necklace as a gift of his love.

On Tae-hwa’s birthday, Jung-suh gave him a birthday present. Tae-hwa mistook Jung-suh’s kindness as love, and he fell head over heels in love with her. Jung-suh never accepted Tae-hwa as her heart is with Song-ju, but Tae-hwa became Jung-suh’s soulmate after Song-ju left as she weathers life under the tyranny of Mira and Yuri.

Song-ju returns 3 years later from his studies and calls Jung-suh to meet him. Yuri runs Jung-suh down with her car in a mad bid to stop Jung-suh from her rendezvous with Song-ju. In her state of panic, Yuri sends a bloodied Jung-suh to her own father’s place. Tae-hwa tracks Jung-suh down and takes care for her. Jung-suh survives the accident but forgets everything about the past. Tae-hwa decides to start life afresh with Jung-suh by giving her a new identity as Kim Ji-suh.

Song-ju thinks Jung-suh has died, and is heartbroken. He returns 5 years later with Yuri from the US. He can’t forget Jung-suh, but feels obligated to Yuri, who’s stayed with him for the past few years. He agrees to his mother's arrangement to marry Yuri.

On their engagement day, Song-ju sees Kim Ji-suh on the carousel and runs madly after her, only to realize that the person with the same face as Jung-suh has no memory or collection of her identity as Han Jung-suh, or of him Cha Song-ju. Kim Ji Suh is a fashion designer and is in a relationship with Tae-hwa.

Song-ju goes on a mission to prove that Kim Ji Suh is Han Jung-suh. Ji Suh is confused by Song-ju’s action, but she is also touched by his actions for Jung-suh.

Jung-suh finally remembers the past and is angry at Tae-hwa for what he did. But she is torn as she is still emotionally attached to Tae-hwa, and is touched by the care and love that he has showered her all that time when Song-ju was not there. Song-ju is also torn as he is to be engaged to Yuri, and his family’s reputation is at stake if he does not follow as planned.

Song-ju decides to give up his family business and goes against his mother’s wishes to be with Jung-suh. But Jung-suh knows that one of Song-ju’s aspirations is to expand and scale his family’s corporation to greater heights. She asks Song-ju to go back, and promises to wait for him.

Unfortunately, Jung-suh finds out that she has cancer of the eye. She decides to leave Song-ju, and she takes refuge with Tae-hwa. Song-ju is tipped off by Tae-hwa, and both men beg Jung-suh to seek treatment and fight to live despite the devastating odds. Jung-suh eventually agrees. She has a successful treatment but she continues to be in danger should the cancer cells move to another major organ.

Song-ju invites all to his wedding, without announcing who the bride will be. Tae-hwa brings a blind Jung-suh to the wedding, much to the surprise of Mira and Yuri. At the same occasion, Tae-hwa breaks the news to all about the accident and both Yuri and Mira are taken away. Jung-suh changes her mind, and says “Yes” at the altar.

Tae-hwa sees Jung-suh happily married, but is sad that she is not able to see the world anymore. He decides to donate his cornea to her but the doctors refuse to perform the operation and tell him that they don’t remove corneas for implants from a living person. Tae-hwa commits suicide in a car accident to leave his cornea for Jung-suh. Jung-suh regains her eye sight and tells Song-ju her desire to live.

Unfortunately Jung-suh’s cancer cells have moved to her brain and she is dying…..

 

leanne