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hiya,

it’s going to be the June Holidays soon and obviously we are going to get our report books.

It’s attached.

Basically i have done well for the Term, but not well enough to make me happy.

Ah duh. Nothing makes me happy?

English is the usual lag, though i admit that i screw up on the comprehension part.

I have to do something about it. And i hope that the something is not going to tuition.

C5. 0.2 more marks and i get a pretty B4.

i need to deal with this. Fast and Furious.At least i tried my best. i improved from Ca1 to SA1 by 1mark.

Maths is like a miracle that i can even pass even though i failed all my tests.

A2.

Science, Geography,History,Literature the usual As. Nothing out of the ordinary.

Chinese is perhaps the most disappointing of all.

B3.

i am not sure if i have braced myself for this but failing comprehension after i had passed with flying colours all this while is not a very good way to failure.

so much for the lecture of reading more newspapers and getting nothing out of it.

oh god, i am definitely not going to take art.

i got an ugly B3, bringing the total B-count to 2. so much for having a artistic talent when i was young.

in total , i got 1C,2B and a whole lot of As.

Wish i could concentrate on the A part instead of the B & C part. But then, i wouldn’t be a perfectionist, would I?

i must really admit that i could have done better.

Riding on the road to perfection.

 

Leanne

i think i ned a psychiatrist. i am overwhelm with anger one second, and sad on the other.

i can’t control my feelings better than before. i am like a ticking bomb that can explode anytime.

i ned rest. not sleep but proper rest. i’ve worked hard for the semester and it’s time that i should start resting.

the cambodia trip is off , and i am free the entire hoilday. that’s not quite what i call a well rested hoilday. but that would do.

i ned to change my mindset of things. my future, my attitude, everything.

i can;t wait for the hoildays.

still hoping that i wouldn’t wake up tmr.

don’t agitate me.

 

leanne

busy arhs.

i hate busy days.

getting sunburn in CIP is one issue , doing SRP is another.

woke up @ 5.45 this morning SUNDAY.

i am super tired now , and i am literally , crashing.

and it’s only 7.31.

hope that i would be able to get enough rest during the hoildays.

i am tired, i ned rest, and sleep.

 

leanne

真实的，有时下雨天。

我最讨厌下雨天了。

雨天，似乎加重了我对事情的伤感度。

总是有一种想不出来的忧伤。

雨，

一滴一滴地滴在我的身上。

忧伤一点一滴地加重我的心。

那种感觉，

似乎让我喘不过气来。

当我们同在一起。

带我们同在一起，

在一起，

你会感受到什么样的FEELING？

很久没有尽情的读书了，

开始捡起书的时刻，

我又开始后悔了，

发现自己在走向自我催眠的道路。

以最深刻的角度，

来了解为什么，

我会感到，

如此心动。

spur on the moment

when i become usually me, i am unusually me.

when i think,time ticks by.

perhaps while we search for immortality,

immortality is searching for mortality.

when we search for the future,

future changes while we search.

while we search for the antidote to time,

time is the antidote.

As much as we search in ourselves,

we may never find,

what is truly,

impossible.

 

leanne

English exams.

tomorrow is English exams.

[sign] i am unusually frantic over it.

a few days ago, i was virtually digging for my old vocabulary word bank 

to revive the vocabulary that i have abandoned since the last day of PSLE.

oh great. Now i realise that i am having a long term memory lost- i can’t remember any of the words. At all.

i am sure someone would comment on my actions disparagingly, not to mention the self-inflicted guilt that i have felt just because i have neglected my English.

Of course,that would be a tip of the iceberg. There’s still Maths to worry about and also Science, though i am more worried about the latter.

Mr khoo gave a clue that it would still be in the perceptive of a student; and in internal report format.

which leaves me with very little options to choose what to search from my vocabulary bank.

Fighting? Argument? That’s all that i could think of. It shouldn’t stray far from the topic mainly because it will be an internal report.

NO and highly unlikely involvement from the Police. SO , no accident of some kind on the roads and definitely no snatch thief or robber of some kind.

Free writing is the component that worry me the most. i have no clue of what would be tested, though i am quite sure that it would be either a narrative or recount.

i am definitely not going for the argumentative essay.

i hope that i would have enough time to write the essay properly, plan,check-everything.

i guess it is a matter of practise. i just have to cross my mind barrier about the certainly B3 and below grade.

 

It’s mind over matter.

 

JIAYOUS LEANNE!!!!

leanne