i think i ned a psychiatrist. i am overwhelm with anger one second, and sad on the other.

i can’t control my feelings better than before. i am like a ticking bomb that can explode anytime.

i ned rest. not sleep but proper rest. i’ve worked hard for the semester and it’s time that i should start resting.

the cambodia trip is off , and i am free the entire hoilday. that’s not quite what i call a well rested hoilday. but that would do.

i ned to change my mindset of things. my future, my attitude, everything.

i can;t wait for the hoildays.

still hoping that i wouldn’t wake up tmr.

don’t agitate me.

 

leanne