今天我又开始质疑
我努力的原因。
我灰心了，
开始又在迷失了我的方向。
总是觉得我好像在浪费时间。
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今天我又看到那个卖爆米花的阿姨了。
突然有一股冲动想买他的东西。
它突然又让我联想到，
我的童年。
喜欢吃爆米花的我。
繁华的市集，
随着时间，
摊位漫漫的变少，
人再也不为它而停下脚步。
热闹的场景，
再也不存在。
想起了几米的作品：
我为我的童年，默哀．
hi guys,
today is quite a sad day .
except that our npcc unit GOT GOLD!!!!!
erhemm….
i think that i am quite angry now too
knowing that i ned to erhemm..
study for hell lot of subjects…
no time.
but sad today.
hi guys,
very angry today.
the total result is – being angrier
1] there is Chinese idioms tests today 35 sentences , remembered to sentenced them after 3 days only.
2] all of them except only a finger tip was out on the paper.
3] and i still have to sit for the test after the 30 minute last minute learning of some idiotic idioms
4] and there is abt 15 blanks to fill , 4 sentences to construct and i summary of 80 words[ he said no summary!! plus one more]. all in 35 minutes.
no wonder i am so angry.
5] mental algebra test 2 results out , got 1 wow what an improvement.
6] and maths teacher treat us like we are idiots.
7] yes we are and we don’t ned reminding
8] and then she comforted us that maybe the nxt test we are doing better. yeah as if i will feel better after that.
9] my legs hurt. gd thing mr leong nvr come today. yeah as if it will feel better.
10] nxt wek got maths and sci tests.
11] and Sunday i got road marshalling [ yeah!] yeah so much for the test
12] and tmrr friday. so much for the weekend
13] tmrr got compo . chinese. to do in one hr. and what to research? nothing.
14] i feel like swearing today. which is like whatever.
hahhaa..valentine tomorrow and i got no body to ask me out…which is like whatever…
asraf kept asking me for flowers which i was like i don’t even buy one where to get one….
well..ask him to get his flowers from POP and then happy valentine!!!
hahah…
well…a lot of ppl have a lot of presents..and flowers..
xin hui have a fair number which is like admiring especially the bear….so CUTE!!!!!+_+
went and go borrow some Chinese books which is like no time to even read lols, homework piling up like hell..
last Sunday was fun went to uncle’s house , have a fair bit of $$$…
total defence celebrations today i hardly got anytime get my throat healed..
but good thing i didn’t volunteer to become the ppl standing there like statues…
or else..i will die.
have a fair number of pic taken..enjoy. 
hahha…seng hee’s present to someone else..so cute!!!! 
that;s a lot of brochures and the one on the top right is mine!!!hahha…
i can’t resist things that are made by me….but definitely not the nccs…just take them for fun…that’s MY poster!!!!!
tried to take pictures of ncos but they are dimissed into outside np roomm.
should have taken pic of prashan and ivan sir with the torch rifles ….
that;s my valentine gifts… all from girls…
finally jia jin goes down!! ncc boys so lame..
jia jin below all the human meat.,,,,
leanne
history test and geography test nxt monday…
which is damn sickening
and i will fail for sure,
i don’t even bother to look @ the bks……
lesson quite good …. all the stuff still passable
cause no maths and no history
relieved that IT”S FRIDAY!!!!
npcc quite slack , nothing to do with half the squad in some other place…..
played captain’s ball like for only 10 minutes before rain comes
and thunder alert sounds…
oh man…….
taught sec ones the cheers today,
nearly blasted my ear drums…
i vividly remembered that last yr cheers were taught by the sec 2s,….
now .???when i teach???
okay….talked with asraf abt subject combinations and some other stuff which i forgot
…….
indira heard me complain abt the sec ones like for 41 mins..which is record breaking..
must tell myself that I AM SEC 2 , they are SEC ones.
so hear nothing , see nothing.
endurance…the road towards self discipline.
that’s what npcc is abt … learning the secret behind the shiny badges and almost perfect drills.
but now elevated to self discipline instead of the usual forced discipline…
ah yah…we are talk abt how easy it is to change cca…
when jia jin kept talking about our npcc uniform , no ranking , no wearing problem…
well…i like wear uniform a lot …but if the uniform is more fitting the answer will be difinate yes….
leanne @ dying.com
yeah ! finally the sec ones come today …
played a prank with the entire squad by sms the other day 2.50 must fall in ..
which i think 3.00 was the exact time .
but nvms that don’t really matter cause i think everyone on high alert today…..
which i will make sure i change the time to 10 mins eariler the nxt time i get to type
the sms….
i think the sec ones played wacko the entire time which is huh?
nvm but i think i got a fair bit of drills and pt…
sir say must work on my marching more…which i think he said something abt same leg same hand…
leanne
i wanna die already….
i ned more hoildays…with all the indices and stuff like that……….
npcc currently doing com stuff..which is erhemm….weird..later drills and pt die liao lohs…
i ned more insipiration on my books which have died for the last few weeks…
so i borrow some bks from seung hee and then start reviewing again..which is taking me a very long time..
drafts are all siting in my page…
and then i stiill ned to sort of the stuff in my handphone..
which the songs are titleless or artistless…..
and making me crazy….
when is THE sec 1s coming???for cca…
this is what i found when i did research on npcc..kindly posted by farah..
sometime i got a feeling that i am seeing what i shouldnot..
http://andss-npcc.blogspot.com/
leanne
