今天我又开始质疑
我努力的原因。
我灰心了，
开始又在迷失了我的方向。
总是觉得我好像在浪费时间。
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今天我又看到那个卖爆米花的阿姨了。
突然有一股冲动想买他的东西。
它突然又让我联想到，
我的童年。
喜欢吃爆米花的我。
繁华的市集，
随着时间，
摊位漫漫的变少，
人再也不为它而停下脚步。
热闹的场景，
再也不存在。
想起了几米的作品：
我为我的童年，默哀．
在小学一年级的时候，
有一个小女孩正在羡慕着，
另一个小女孩的生日派对。
这个小女孩，
这一生中，
除了家人之外，
没有第二个人记得她的生日。
7年后，
那个小女孩总是说：“大家一过新年就把我的生日忘了呀！”
小学五年级的时候，
那个小女孩为了整组功课，
第一次问了，
“我可不可以去朋友家做作业？”
明知道是个不可能的事，她还是问了。
那时她对自己说：“只要到了中学就没事了”。
3年后，
她依然对这个问题烦恼着。
就因为这样，
她，
被同学骂成是个不负责任的人。
她，哭了，
因为一切，
不是她的错，
却由她来承担。
不是何时，
她，
突然想要拥有很多东西。
她自言自语着：“只要把成绩搞好，一定会有的！”。
一个一个的考试来了，过了。
她，还没得到她想得到的东西。
现在，
那些梦想随着时间，
慢慢漫漫的消失，
慢慢漫漫地失去那原有的味道。
今天，
她，
失去了遇到老同学的机会。
就因为，
时间。
她，
不想再等待，
不想再自己骗自己。
她，
依然在等待自由。
等待时间。
命运
饱满华美的气球，可能有三种不同的命运：
一、飘到天空，最后不知去向。
二、突然爆破，无可挽回。
三、安静的存在，然后慢慢慢慢慢慢慢的萎缩。
饱满华美的人生，同样也是如此。
又跑去看几米的书了
也许他说得真的很对，
人生，
不变的原则，
生，老，病，死。
有些人却选择在这些人生道路中，
作出非一般的风彩，留下非一般的故事。
有些人却选择，
悄悄地到来，
静静地离去。
没声没响。
hi guys
i am having a continuous steam of inuyasha here
last last Saturday was the starting and
now it haven't ended yet....
and i guess that i will be watching it for a very long time and even after the hoildays....
oh man...
that's not my main topic here ///....
last fri i went to ang mo kio library ...which is like soooooooooooo far away from the mrt...
i swear that my legs weren't working very well after all that walking and carrying the books that weren't all borrowed by me..
i onli borrowed 2 thin bks forseeing that woulld happen ..but it still happen because the rest of the 7 bks are all borrowed by my mom...
and i end up carrying all that on one shoulder./...
and one of the books is ' Love story in SEOUL' chinese translation is 韩城绝恋。
and well guess what on the cover said 比《天国的阶梯》更催人泪下的生死恋情 爱在首尔 爱在天堂
well..when i got it from the library shelve...i was like..really...meh?
and well..what i can say that the book delivered its promise..although that i didn't cry when i was watching the touching drama stairways to heaven..
i still cried..i have underestimated the power of one thin little book........to be more exact..how many times i reread this book is how many times i cried..
sickening..I LOST TO I BOOK..
but nvm, i got the sudden urge to go and write a book that is like that..short , simple and touching reality
i still trapped @ the part where the two protagonists meet..and that puts the end to my writing carreer..till i got some ideas through reading...
新世纪最凄美的爱情故事，跨越两个国家的深情绝爱。小说描写了从上海前往首尔留学的女孩苏欣雅与韩国校园王子车俊熙之间跌宕起伏的爱情故事。热情开朗的苏欣雅对冷漠中藏着温柔的车俊熙一见钟情，可俊熙心中却念念不忘过去的女友金元珍；偶然的机会欣雅读到了俊熙写给元珍的情书，于是代替元珍回信，在阴差阳错中,俊熙得知真相，他被欣雅深深感动。本以为从此就能得到幸福，元珍却出人意料地回来了……两段情，三个人，谁要退让？谁该出局？天堂尽处，让我们为爱祈祷，祈祷相爱的人能够永不分离……http://lz.book.sohu.com/serialize-id-5361.html
moving on , i am still writing profiles of characters for future stories..that is if i got the time to dedicate my time to writing again..
that day @ the library i also noticed a couple of good books that i wanted to borrow to read..but seeing the circumtances...
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hi guys,
blogging almost everyday , when i can.
hoildays are near, veri near...
and i am sort of bored already...
dangerous.
after my awful ordeal with the chinese typing ...[same as how i type chinese when i blog]
i starting to think abt writing a english bk
so my typing problem could be resolved [ i type better in english]
but what to write abt?
that's a big problem....
i am not good with english and all...
not much skills that i can teach with my books.....
and it will probably not get published! hehehe...
that;s one of the ideas i had with jia jin online,
is that i write something abt EXAMS.
passing exams maybe?
that will be a seller.[hmm...]
talking abt something else here,
i found out that there is d.gray man fanfic on www.joustar.com
to further explain,
joustar is a website for ppl who likes to write chinese books[ yes chinese only]
to publish their works
and is quite popular to be the publisher of several chinese, love stories suitable for ppl like me.[ age maybe but character...]
and i was surfing the joustar looking for new bks to read , [ i don't really buy them alot]
and bang!!!
d.gray man came out.
i clicked on it and guess what?
i got a shock of my life.
at first, i thought i was reading a life story of lavi - in chinese
then , i suddenly thought i was reading abt the life of eliade[ because the vampire came out]
then, i think i was reading abt the story of allen.[ cross cAMe out too....with all the punishments]
next, i was reading abt the journey to black order like allen did.
then , after hevalaska..i am reading abt the white and grey order..???????
and then , some weird guy come out and say that 汐泽[ the girl in the story] is the sister of allen walker!!!!
made me even confused..maybe my chinese not so gd..
and i am definately going to read it again , to clear ALL my doubts....and to clear up who is who.
yes....
leanne by the com
